Tuesday, January 01, 2008
happy? new year?
happy new year to me!!!
nobody sms me except my uncle pastor..wahhhh.nvm.hahahahaha.
save my memory space.bleh.
went to school to build the stupid structure, of course we took it apart.
now we change the whole design. itsss....ITSSS.
dont tell u come find me if u want see the design.hahahaha.
well in school was lame. i came at 9 ands there was only yixin and huiying there.
they were so boring.hahahaha.
then around 930 sijie came. well he was boring also,hahah but im not whoo!!!!!
as u noe 1 tree fell into the fell halfway into the lake.hahaha.
i broke branches to make my fishing rod.sorry no pictures,haha and i climbed on the tree to "fish".
but ended up ka jiaoing the stupid tortoise.
hahah.then the sijie and yixin over there tian mi mi.then me and huiying siam far far.
then yixin made a paperboat and let it into the lake.
hahahah. now theres 3 paperboat in the lake.hahahhaa.
all TANS are wierd.(my speed paperboat sank also.haha.)
then we started building our structure lor.aiyo wasted my time sia...
we build one lame structure.
then gerald and chee and he-wei came.
hahaha. *****me and gerald got beaten up by he-wei*****hahahah for making fun over his gayness.
hahah.no offence.
then we ordered macs.nvr eat mcspicy ever!!! hot!!!!
my coke weas depleted in like faster than my mcspicy. cause chaoooo la can..
then chee peng as usually was sitting in front of me. i cant shake him off, i dun like him when he is eating!!!
his chilli consumption is like YUCKS! GET IT? YUCK!!!!
ok then we decided to build the gate way first, looks kidda cute.haha.
while building we do alot of stupid stuff.
hahaha.
i have a new bestfriend right? gerald.hahhah.
a DOG is a man's BEST FRIEND.
HAHAHAHAH..dogggggg.
okie so we did alot of brain storming and came out with a campsite design.
which was almost exactly like the scouts.hahah but we going to do better.hahaha.
cause im smarter. hahaha.
then at night come back play guitar awhile.got scolded!!!!! and then bath the siam to chuilaam hse to countdown.
so in the end i countdown with wei, chui, yan ru,yin teen, and ana dunno die until whr.its was like
10!
9!
8!
7!
6!
5!
4!
3!
2!
1!
happy new year!!!!!!..................................(rarrrrrr!!!whoooo!!!bang bang bang!!!)
yah dream on.hahah.
its singapore; nobody gets high unless ur consuming alcohol.
had to rush off at 1.30 my mum dun let us stay.
they were playing monopoly and i was the kian siap banker.hahaha.
they all hated me.i gave their 2000 dollars in stacks of $10+$50+$100.
nvr more than that.hahaha.
okie then we shared our new year resolution.
i didnt really shared mine properly so i will do it now.
the past year ahead was like all u people said full of ups and downs.
more downs than ups perhaps.
my studiess wass likeeee waahh.ssooooo prrroooo(my foot).
i really studied in the first half 3 months with friends.(hw sj jy)
yah then eventually we all got even too busy to spend time with one another.
i rmb all the times we spent at each others house poking fun at each other,studying,basically just talking.
what happened to those times?eventually we fell apart.. we distanced from each other.our friendship just was that strong anymore. gone was those times we confided in each other in times of need.
yep but then again, i should do more to bring this bond back.fresh year fresh start.
yep.back to studies.my studies went downhill since nobody helped me on my maths, and i wasnt motivated to study at all.so from a passing grade it became .. .. . . yah i think u noe my marks.
i didnt care. luckily my humanities is good.i scrapped through midyear.
for ca2 i really really pathetic. only english pass with a1
the rest failed.
alamak!!
okie then thank god for church.i feel really blessed than i got to know god. he is our shepard.he guides my way.i found purpose in life. and i studied for the eoy. first time no nid meet the parents session.!!! whoo.hahha
thank god for that.i truly believe that we will become a important person in society,at the marketplace, for the marketplace,to penetrate the market place.to bring more souls to into his kingdom.
im starting to feel lazy again.
well for my family area... ...
i dun reveal to much.just problems with everything lor.my grandfather(heart attack, stroke)not living with us anymore(still alive just ban jia).my dad.. .. ..my relatives.. .. ..my 2 grand aunt passed away.she look after us since nursery till pri 1. yup many more. so fresh year fresh start. its time to let go.
my resolutions:
1.become more spiritual.read bible on daily basis.
2.reach out to more friends.(god still more impt than studies mah.)
3.study really hard.(tj wants go tj)
4.strengthen friendship with friends.
5.make it a point to clean up the house and ease my mum of her housework.(the mess is all mine.hahaha)
change begins in me.
when change is necessary,not to change is destructive.
people i want to thank:
1.GOD (duh). for showing me his faithfulness.
2.MUM. for being there for me EVERYTIME.
3.HELLO KITTY. for befriending me.
4.BERTY. for willingness to entertain/go out with me anytime i want without asking why.thank you.
5.GERRY. for ur wonderful leadership and patience.(she endured my relentless question during bs)
6.HEWEI. although annoying at times,hahah,he nvr failed to show his concern as a friend
7.GERALD. for being my bestfriend(dog),and plain annoying.hahaha.
8.NEVIN. for not giving up on me.
9.DELVIS. hahah for being a nice friend. i relised it more after going to church even more.
10.GREEN SEAT. for being lame.
11.RUILING. for entertaining me.dont ever ever lose faith in GOD.
12.XUEJUN. for being a wonderful friend and letting me annoy u everytime.
and theres many more.
but it will take forever to type finish.
yep..
this is a rather long post.haha.sorry.
(more than life,saviour king,christmas cd)
its time to step out of my comfort zone,and breakaway from shame,bitterness,PAST BAD HABITS.
HAHAHA.JIN "
yellowED" at 8:16:00 AM