Monday, August 22, 2011

BEST DAY EVER!

seriously best day ever! im so happy! nobody reads this!! HAHAHA


HAHAHA.JIN "yellowED" at 12:34:00 AM


Laughter is the best medicine!




Monday, November 01, 2010

Family

Ah kong passed away last tuesday.. 6 day short of his birthday on Nov 1.
Happy birthday Ah Kong. If only he could have waited a few more days, we all could have seen him as a family for one more time. The past few days at the funeral has reminded me of the fragility of life. We never know when something could happen to anyone of us.

Treasure whatever time you have with your loved ones, dont regret only after they are gone.

I have not been a good grandson. When Ah Kong fell sick, i hardly visited him. Always making excuses that im too busy, or i have something on. Now i regret that i dun have a chance to see ah kong anymore. What the point of being filial after the funeral. I will treasure my family more. There is always time for family.

I am grateful that my family is finally reunited. No more quarrels and i get to see my cousins and my aunts and uncles again. Hope this last.


HAHAHA.JIN "yellowED" at 12:43:00 AM


Laughter is the best medicine!




Thursday, October 14, 2010

New love!

I have a new unhealthy obsession!
BADEN GUITARS! I seriously need to get one soon! Before i go crazy googling it, facebooking it, staring at its homepage.
The dude even has the same name as me!!! TJ baden! Hahaha
You know why i say im obsessed? I changed my wallpaper from chimpy to baden guitars. I dun care which one i get, as long as its better than my maestro. Hahaha! Im too critical of my maestro. But oh well... Hahaha
Its a "vintage" .. Hahaha. Fender should allow me to be the chief designer for their road worn seriea. Any guitar in my hand gets " aged " artificially without the slightest bit of effort from me. Haha

God bless me with good jobs, more money, and alot more money. So that i can buy my guitar. Amen! Hahaha

My current goal : Cartwheel!!!!!!!! and obviously a BADEN GUITAR!

Im easily satisfied! Someone come and satisfy me please. Hahahaha. That sounds abit wierd. But yah.. I meant like buy me a baden guitar! Hahaha..

On another note, which is still abt guitars... The GS mini totally rocks!! Haha too bad its outta stock for a very long time. I cant wait that long!!!!!


End of the year is approaching! Super fast! I just realised that alot of stuff has happened this year! And it zoooooooms by so fast! OH no!!!! It means that very soon i will be as old as wah ju! Hahahah! Kidding mum! Jia you on your project! Hahaha!


HAHAHA.JIN "yellowED" at 12:50:00 AM


Laughter is the best medicine!




Monday, October 04, 2010

I wonder ...

God has been good since the previous time i posted on my blog!! I guess my building fund reaping season has come cause i gt my iphone already! Yay! And i dont even have to fork out a single cent! Which means im back on track towards buying of my next wife!! Dan is veryirritating by exposing so many other choices to me.. My current crush isthe baden d shape!! The dude has the same name as me lah!!! TJ! Even more reason to get a baden.. Hmmmmmm oh well...

Needa sell away some of my older wives to fund and make room for the new one. Im abit unwilling to part with my 1st wife! Sentimental values!!! Hahaha! Haix!!!!!! Guitar is an expensive hobby!

I realised something serving as an usher is that our attitude towards serving makes a big difference. I havr a choice to either do my duties grudgingly or do it cheerfully and enjoy serving. I have a problem when i serve, which is that i tend to grumble and complain alot when i serve, cause i know that usher ministry is not the ministry that i want to see myself riaing up in, so i scorn at every opportunity given to me. But in the last few services, i found out that with a small change of attitude, it makes a big difference in the sense that i am able to learn more, and enjoy myself more. Whats the point of serving God when u are upset abt serving him. Since im here, i might as well make the best of it and learn as much as i can!

Serving at children church rocks by the way, even though it requires me to wake up at 6, to leave house at 7 to reach jw at 9. Hahaha. Totally worth it! Wayyyy too cute!!!

Thats it, i try to post soon!


Never let go of God, cause God never let goes of us.


HAHAHA.JIN "yellowED" at 2:34:00 AM


Laughter is the best medicine!




Sunday, September 12, 2010

AWESOMENESS EPICNESS

Sacrifice is willingness to put aside your own desire for the fulfillment of other's dreams. without Love its impossible to sacrifice. The opposite of Sacrifice is selfishness. If we have the means to help others fulfill their dreams, and yet we choose not to, then we are being selfish. Am I willing to love? Am i willing to sacrifice? Are you willing to love? Are you willing to sacrifice?

i choose Love, i choose sacrifice. Jesus chose Love, Jesus chose sacrifice for me. love, sacrifice, service is hard work. But im willing to try.

what do you choose?

1 cor 13:2
"And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing."


HAHAHA.JIN "yellowED" at 12:55:00 AM


Laughter is the best medicine!




Monday, August 30, 2010

overwhelmed by my own epicness

:( how can i leave my guitar at the gym. How how how! :(

I feel so retarded that i am able to do smt so retarded and only realise after like 7hours after i leave the gym! Ughhhh! Angry with myself. I just totally ruined a happy day. Thats why im going to sleep now. :(


HAHAHA.JIN "yellowED" at 11:22:00 PM


Laughter is the best medicine!




Saturday, August 21, 2010

neh...

this week is the week of prayer. i went for a total of 6 prayer meetings in 5 days. played for 2 of the meetings. it really is a privilege to be able to be in a church that provides me with such opportunities to seek God, gives me so many opportunities to serve God. i really do thank God for city harvest church, for changing my life, being my family, and showing me God's faithfulness.

Disappointments may come my way in life, but God's love and faithfulness gives me hope to carry on. i should not let my life be ruled by emotions but depend on the leading of God's word.

Tmr no need to serve! :) Finally i get a break, and get to enjoy service. its always nice to get to enjoy service after many weeks of serving. not that i dont enjoy serving. need to work, need to work, need to work, need to work. My guitar is havocking and the bridge saddle is totally ruined, snaps my string every CGM and even during practice when playing for morning prayer meeting. but then changing the bridge cost up to 200 bucks. totally un worth it for a 300 dollar guitar. i shall just save up and invest in a decent one, VERY SOON, cause changing strings every week is costly.

Bad Habits overcomed, older problems resurface. Yet God is still faithful in my life despite me being imperfect. God's love surpasses all understanding. Thats why i'm still in church. hahaha

thats it.


HAHAHA.JIN "yellowED" at 11:33:00 PM


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